An Angelic Smile

The lives in content equality are shrouded by discomforts. To see it you would know of such sweetness of an angel leave a place of destruction as kneeling Ashia forms before her. I saw it one day driving to bleed the morning traffic. I was a busy bee at best to describe in a fashion so mellow. I think I was in lust at the time but I do not remember for this one halo cracked my whole meaning I lived in.

I think I cried at the image for months and years and still it still plays in my head in vibrant colors. I saw her so tiny and helpless.

Up this long and narrow street with cracks in the corners and far as thy could see. The bay area usually if you have been there never takes care of its streets. So pitch black is there paves but not as black as when I saw her face from the glow that gloomed through her aura that faded so quickly.

Driving safely as I always do and just getting back from collage forum and the millions of dandelions of paper work to exhume. My mind was trying to set free of such stress of the normality. I was freeing my mind to the scenery of San Fran and the mist tingled air as it blisters through the crevices of the windows.

Then I saw her on the corner of fith and 21st street she was in this ivory trimmed and pink morning glory girlie spring dress with her black straight hair hanging low to her midst of her back. She had a band to show her out going childish face of the tiny beauty of a three year old. She even had a dangled sunlit charm that rested on her wrist. She was drowning in the most gorgeous beauty I have ever seen in a little girl before. I could not take my eyes off her. She stood there so elegant on the corner light. I had my car on the far left lane of the left side of the to inter passing streets. So as the red glare of the light with me waiting, I just gazed at her, and she saw me do this and gazed at me with such a stare it caught me breathless. She smiled like the first angel I have took a glimpse of. She stood there in a gaze at me as for I to.
She suddenly saw that the light streamed the walking sign for her, then I noticed something odd, her guardians were no where in sight. She started to walk accross the street alone, hesitating so easily foward off the sidewalk and onto the street. And with the first few steps. My hand gripped instantly to my door handle. A truck running through a red light, streamed though the street and her smile and cascaded dress flew to the air. I saw an angel fly to heaven that day. Right before she got hit, she gave me a smile, the biggest smile from ear to ear, as if saying I will fly now and you will be my savior. I was the first one to rush to her, as I held her limbless body in my hands. She no longer had the glow or smile, for her soul was in the heavens. I cried for I felt like it was my fault for not saving her. But she was gone before she even stepped foot in the street. She was just giving her blessing to me before she left. Her parents later came. They were dying in agony of there lost. They were Japanese and were on visit there and in Japan they only can have one child. So they lost there only child. I do not know how they felt when they lost her, but I feel like she was in some other life a daughter to me. I did not even know her, but I will always remember her. Rest in peace beautiful blessing of a child angel. For what I would do to see your smile again.


Angelic Smile

You a beauty like no other,
With your blessing I felt like your mother,
Beauty UN tainted by the harms of sins,
You touched every soul with your laughter and grins,
Blessing from above you are,
You will always be my undying star,
Please my angelic smile,
Stay within my arms for a while.