Disgust

I love you!"
"I love you to baby!"
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"Please don't do this, please, I didn't do anything, please believe me!"
"PLEASE!!!!!"


I saw her one day in a get together at my best friends bachelor before party. It was just with some of his good friends and there good friends all getting together in a casual formal matter. We all drank and had fun with party favors and music. There was this girl there though, more like the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. She had long brown and wavy hair and a hint of blond strawberry colors highlighted into it. Her hair sit at the midst of her back. Her eyes as you got closer to her turned from dark blue to a light grey blue under the sparkle of the sun. She was so fragile looking and slender with eyes on her at every move she made. She was the most gorgeous thing I think that anyone were to view. I fell in love with her obviously at first sight.

I always had a thing about me. If I found something that I liked or even loved, I go after it. I was not afraid of anything. I also never let anything stand in my way of my way of things. As of that note, she became my woman from the first interruption of a conversation she was having with another. I came in and took her away to my world and my life.
Everyday that I was with her I treated her like the princess that she was to me. I got her diamonds and pearls. I made her breakfast or the maid did it for her. I lived an extravagant life from the work I did. I told her to quit the job she was doing for a low income corporate company, and to just be my wife. She of course was thrilled and said yes.

We got married on the Shangles Bay in the Bahamas. She said she was so lucky to have met me...as I was her. After we got married we traveled to different countries for a few months after according to my work environment that was needed. I was a business and owner of a company that traveled to foreign and domestic countries. So we moved around a lot. It was amazing though. I never felt more at ease and happier then when I was with her, even if I was working. I took her everywhere I went. All she had to do was to love me as I loved her. In which she did gloriously and comfortingly. She was my needle in a hey stack or diamond in the rough. So unique and gifted she was. I cherished her everyday.
At one point after a year being married to her, it was time to travel to my yearly trip to New York for big busy business. Which meant my wife would have to stay home for a bit in our condo in NY. She said she would miss me the weeks I was out, but would be more then joyful to see me home. I loved it when she would say that, because I worked even harder for her to see me.

I was gone for two weeks in on going business meetings and hotel sleeping. I did not have the time to make the commute across the bridge to see her. So I had to stay on the other side till the weeks payed its debt.
When I got home to her she was alone in the bedroom asleep. I woke her up to surprise her, but before I did I noticed something at the bottom of the bed. I slowly knelt down an picked up a paper with a mans name printed in jotted lettering and a number below it reading..."David......call me sometime babe." I just went blank and my heart beated fast and my hands became sweaty in a blink of two mil seconds. I felt betrayed, confused, hate, hurt, and pain all through my mind and body. "She cheated on me"...was all I could say to myself.
And "why?" I then walked out the building and headed to my car. I closed my car door and took out the scrunched up paper that read another mans name in the most hatred of forms I felt. I called that number. I read it and called it like the mother fucking man I thought I was to her. I got a voice to answer in the darkest of fucked up fuckers I ever heard in all my life kind of tone. He answered, "Who is this?" I replied, "Who the hell is this?" He said the name that matched up with the post it and I asked if he knew Laura? He said yeah, that was his girlfriend. I hung up the phone. I then dropped the phone to the car ground and swung open the buildings doors. I ran up the stairs and came to my apartment. I swung open the door as I did not even lock it before. Then I went to the kitchen and grabbed it. I grabbed it without even thinking and walked fast in anger and despise. I walked right through the open door to our room with the ugliest woman I ever been with. I then got to the bed with her laying in the most I don't care peaceful aura about her. I jumped up on the bed and got on top of her and pierced it in. Over and over till I was covered in it. The walls were covered in it, the sheets and floor. I was covered in her betrayal and the blood of a soiled cheating soul. She screamed and fought. I felt no hesitance though of the seconds in minutes that I knew she cheated, and that she had to leave this world of the ego she had broken in me. "WHO IS DAVID HUH?" That is what I asked her over and over. As I was getting rid of her, her beauty touched by him and not me. No one will ever cheat on me, and get away with it.
So she laid there in the no longer white sheets but black red of the once woman I knew. I washed off my hands of her disgust and locked the door behind me and left her to rot in her sin, or what was left.

Disgust

You were my life and number one prize,
But you did not care, you would rather demise,
In the sin you made and carried out,
Now you will be done with, no time to shout,
Help, you ask? Don't think so anymore,
You did wrong, and now I lock the door,
To the woman you were and became to be,
You went and smothered your sin in him and not me,
I don't care and I think nothing,
You were just a faze and not even moderately something,
To a marriage and wife that I held in my mind,
Now you lay dead for no man to find,
Cause you made your vowels to me my dear,
So I guess you should have thought more clear,
When you cheated,
Because you have just been mercifully deleted.