Sclusives..

Crackling, rushing, wind, water, silver serene, blood, lungs, suffocation.

"NOOOO, Please mercy me, please Millly, we did not mean this, this...."

Crying, no mercy, no love, no hate.........REVENGE."

"Ppp...ppp.l...ll.eee.a.s.e..!"

Rustles of leaves...hands of gathering death of fragile abyss..she got what she came for.

Silence echoes through the forest air and the morning blackness arises under.


They walk in sink with there hair in pony tails and there back packs at the height of there backs. High school girls and there on going battle of clicks and rivalry.
I was the new girl and people noticed me for all the wrong reasons, competition for the girls of the precious popular pack.
"Hey Cindy, do you see her?"
"Who, the new girl? What is her name, her fucking stuck up attitude was hella giving me the bitchiest ego ever."
"I know, she is something else."
"I think we should be friends with her though Kel...I think if we get her in now she will be nothing later."


I came to school everyday with a all known smile on my face and a sparkle of known envy in others. I would come to the cafeteria hall and eat breakfast with the first seats of benches in front and meat up with the sclusive crowd. There was four of us and I was the newest included. We all wore the same things in different forms day to day. I would wear my blond streaked hair up in a high pony and my polished white sneaks and black back pack up high above the thigh we would call it. I was on top of it all I thought. The main attention was Kel. She had brown and burgundy hair that was always neat with a strand to spare. She was the one who took orders in the group. She was the one who pointed to whether she wanted a girl in the crew or not. The twining and identical of Kel was Cindy. She had red and blond hair with the same clothing and slenderness. She approved and asked for confirmation of things to Kel. Then the last before me was Carrie. She had brown hair as well but a more dirty brown with dark tones blended. She was the loudest and had a most rude tone in everything she said. She always pointed out all the things I would be doing wrong. She would always blurt out when I was around, "She is a follower and a cat scrathcher, not one of us." The girls would just laugh as I would smirk a grin of sarcasm. I had felt included but not included. I was there, and I did not care if I was the last of the sclusive, I was just glad I was in. I did not want to be one of the girls they would stick there head in the toilet or pull there hair in disapproval. I was afraid of them but looked up to them. For they were my fiends and I had no choice when they decided to include me. I knew if I did not take there inquiry they would make my life hell. When we would all walk in the hall on our lunch break the people would aww and stare. They knew who was the best in our crew and who was the last string to the kite. I knew people would probably call me crazy if I were to say I wanted more then this. But I did, I wanted to be loved for me. I never could speak my mind in the group or I would just get a jester of laughs. Cindy would tell me I should just shut my trap while they were gossiping about the boys and girls who they thought might be competition. Kel had much competition, but no one ever dared to approach her. She was dating the head jock of the football team named Jeramy. He was the most magnificent man or boy should I say in appropriate terms that I had ever laid eyes on. He had light brown hair with the army cut, tan skin, and blue grey eyes. I would not speak to him though, especially in front of Kel. She would be furious and probably never talk to me again. We would all go to the rally's and watch him play with his buddies on Friday nights. One time when we were at a rally and I was really gazing at his moves on the field, Kel noticed. She grabbed me by the wrist and took me in the back of the bleachers. She said, "Who do you think you are brat! I do not even like you, you know that. I hated you the first time I saw you walk in this school with your handy down clothes. You are a poor prostitute in waiting." I looked at her and was blank, I felt so weak. She then said, "You better put staples on those eyes becuase they will not be looking towards anywhere near him again!" I lightly discouraged a nudge and said, "Okay, I am sorry Kel, I was just watching the game is all." That was the end of that.
The crew would always after school go to the creek behind Carrie's house. We would sit there for a while and do our homework and discuss gossip. I remember how cold it would be there. The creek was not dirty either. It was silver and blue light sparkles that shone your reflection. I would take deep breaths when we would be there. I wanted to take in all of the scenery within my body to be consumed of serenity. There was times where I would look in the water and gaze in a day dream of him. He and I together, that was of course just a fantasy. Always when this would happen a shriek of Kels voice would rapture though my thoughts. It was like she knew what I was thinking about.

I think it was our third semester and we were in the middle of studying for finals, as this was our last year in high. I still felt the same as ever though. Not old or young. Kel and the group were still the same and I still was the lowest of followers for them. It was the day of the pre grad night party that Kels boyfriend was going to have at his house. I was dressed in a pink and salmon flowed up high above the thigh dress and silver slung on heels. My hair was longer now and had curls of soft texture at the bottoms of it. I drove to his house and entered in. I immediately saw Jeramy and Kel together at the bar kitchen. She saw me and immediately turned away. I head over to Cindy outside with Carrie and conversed a while. I then decided to go sit down with the crowd of people starting to get me dizzy along with the rigid music and the fumes of alcohol of a mere drink and a half. I sat at a corner of a ledge by the pool. I did not notice till a few seconds after that Jeramy was heading my way. Without Kel. I just thought he might ask where she was or something. He looked at me and sat down in close proximity of my linings of my dress as it cascaded down the ledge. He looked at me and said, "You are just breathtaking." I started to feel my heart rush and my hands shake. He said, "Why don't you ever talk to me?" I said, "I don't know, you are Kels boyfriend." He turned away and said while looking off, "I like you Milly. I think I have always liked you from the moment I saw you." I started to feel woozy and dizzy again. He then turned to face me and kissed me brushy and gently on my lips. I felt like I was going to faint. He then took my hand and headed to the back entrance of his house and head up the escalating stairs to his bedroom. We did it, we made love. This was my first time ever. He was so gentle and sweet to me. The night was old and I head out to the calling of Kel for him. Nothing happened as I laid it out, and nothing will come of this.
The next day I walked in and went to the sclusives with no hesitation but a bit nervous that lay beneath my skin. I could tell there was something different in the group but could not make a theorem of it. We went through the day at school the same as always. Then when it came to the end of the bell and I walked out the front skimmed doors I walked in sink once again with the crew. Then when we were at the graveled lone walkways of tall rising trees to the creek of routine reelings my sight became pitch black. I was pushed and shoved in forcefully towards through the walkway with my hands and body held by there hands and a rice sack over my head. I was stumbling through with the rope that they knotted with a girl scouts knot that braided around the sack around my neck. I was scared and terrified and screamed in torment. They were cursing at me to shut up. Then I could sense the creek air and the willows of leaves that would breath of lilies in the background. Then they stopped the rushing and I was put to foot in place. I screech of voice I knew so well said, "You are a cunt and a prostitute just like I said, and you will now no longer fill this world with your nasty deeds." I felt now as I scurried and moved briskly with my body to be set free, water filled my sneakers. The hands were still locked in. Silver water cold and warm touched my skin. I let my breath of mercy go and knew this was my time. It was cold and there grip tightened. The water filled the sack and my hair soaked up liquid. My lungs let go and the water sunk through. Legs limp and hands gone, brain numb. It was my time now.

"Hey Cindy do you see her?"
"Who the new girl?"
"Lets be friends with her."

The air was warm and the sun was out. The light zoomed through the trees and the gravel kicked up with all four of there sneakers. They made it through the pathway and the new girl said, "Hey you guys does it seem a bit cold?" "Are you dumb, it is hot.",said Kel. They made there way through the fence opening and head to the creek. The girl in a nervous tone said, "It is cold." Cindy said, "Shut up already." They sat align in the same sink positions across the creek made ledges. Then all the girls got cold. The breeze of warmth turned into a wind. The water started to vibrate in opposite motion of the wind. The leaves fell through to the horizon of the wind. The waters turned from silver to grey to black as the street pavement. Then the three sclusives were harrowing over the ground, there necks started to make a crease and indentation in there brace. Then a figure arose eerie through the waters ledge. In black grey tones of mold and blood of rot that greased upon it. The tone of colors in consisted was riveting and frightful. It did not have a face or a presence, just a determination it diluted in the waters. It had a rope that slung in movement in the water from the bringing on top of the blurry above and around where its face would be. The new girl was set to mercy as she ran off in the distance not looking back. The air was frigid and the trees billowed in on the excitement of hallows of water. Then the face draw near as the pony tail still rung up on top of its skull. It was familiar now who or what it was to there eyes.


Crackling, rushing, wind, water, silver serene, blood, lungs, suffocation.

"NOOOO, Please mercy me, please Millly, we did not mean this, this...."

Crying, no mercy, no love, no hate.........REVENGE."

"Ppp...ppp.l...ll.eee.a.s.e..!"

Rustles of leaves...hands of gathering death of fragile abyss..she got what she came for.

Silence echoes through the forest air and the morning blackness arises under.

Peace.